Low

Have you ever had those low times? I am in the thick of one right now. I'm not sure what brought it on, but I feel extremely inadequate, and kinda lonely. It's not that I don't have good friends, because I do! I have great friends, but they're moving on. They all have their own "interests" and I have none. I had a super awkward moment tonight. I really hope no one that was there reads this. I just felt like everyone had their own "things" going on and I was just standing around doing nothing. That's why I left early. I needed to listen to loud music (which I'm beginning to find is my way of venting) and so I left. I came back and was just so frustrated! The kind of frustration that you can't get rid of. The kind that eats away at you. I can get so frustrated sometimes. Oh well... It doesn't even matter. My awesome roommate just gave me some scriptures that have kinda calmed me down. The one I want to share is in Alma 29:4 where it says that, "God... granteth unto men according to their desire, whether it be unto death or unto life; according to their wills, whether they be unto salvation or unto destruction."
I inherited the ability to over-analyze things from my mom. I'm just thinking about stuff way too much! I gotta do something that makes me forget about what I'm thinking about. The only thing I can think of is hanging out with my parents. I know that sounds very immature and childish, but my parents have a great ability to coach me, to calm me down, and to help me think clearly. That's what I need. Time with them! Anyway, I'm going to bed. I feel better....

My First One!

Wow, it's about time! I've read so many "blogs" from other people and I've always kinda dreamed of having one of my own. I hate writing, but I love talking to people and telling stories. Oftentimes, i feel bad when I'm talking to my parents at night after I get home from a date or from hanging out with friends. They are always so patient with me and they just keep on listening. My Mom knows me SO well and she always knows exactly what to say when I need something uplifting. My Dad and I are best friends! I wish I could be the exact same as my Dad. He's everything I want to be in a Father, a Husband, and a Priesthood Holder! I love my parents. I couldn't have picked 2 better, perfectly designed parents for me! They're awesome! Well, I love being at college! I love being able to spread my wings and have a ton of fun! (oh yeah, and study, too....) It's been so sweet! I love being able to pick my classes and plan my schedule! It's so sweet! My roommate is very cool! He's a lot of fun and he's been able to keep me normal! I LOVE MY CLASSES! They are so amazing! I love learning and they're way sweet! I'm taking Biology, Human Geography, Psychology (with my amazing sister), Book of Mormon, and Physics. The only class that really scares me is Physics. I've forgotten so much math that I feel the mission has rendered me useless! (partially!) It's coming back though! I'm relearning a lot of stuff, so it's cool! I really like how busy i am! All of my classes are keeping me busy! I think i'll get good grades, because I haven't missed an assignment yet! (congratulations, robbie, it hasn't been 2 weeks yet!) Well, it's getting late! I am going to try to keep this updated so everyone will be able to know what I'm up to! Maybe this will double as a journal one day! I've never been good at writing in my journal, but I'll be better at this! Well, goodnight everyody!